I want to write something meaningful in my life. I want to be remembered. For the good, not the bad.

So I haven't posted in awhile. I don't really know what to say at this point.
Honestly. Life is life is life. Still work at the hotel, trying to get by, had a few interviews at Walmart just waiting to see there. Could use the money. Still with Justin and happy.  I guess the only two things I have on my mind at this point is Walter and Andres.
Walter is a friend of mine from my mom's walmart. we worked otgether for almost a yr. he now tells me he likes me and wants to be with me. and he keeps trying to have sex with me. yah. i have told him numerous times no. im with Justin, not leaving Justin anytime soon and I won't cheat. I have never cheated a day in my life,dont plan on starting now. I feel bad I really do because Walter thinks itssome personal thing. like I wont sleep with him because I dont like him not because Jusitn. Oh well. As far as Andres...
Andres is my ex boyfriend who is currently in jail in Georgia. ok the term ex boyfriend may be a stretch. I dont really count it as dating but he does. anyway, he writes me all the time from jail. it's kinda nice talking to him and reliving the past, but he is constantly telling me how he loves me and hes going to marry me when he gets out etc...
I do miss him. I wont deny that. but marriage? he isnt even getting out until he's 32. he will be turning 22 on the 17th of this month. 10 more years. I just dont know how to let him down easy. I've told him im with Justin and not planning on leaving anytime in the future. I've told him I'm not waiting for him. I haven't put any type of fairytales in his head of me running to him when he gets out. but still he writes of love and marriage and kids. I just don't know what else to tell him without being mean and hurting his feelings.

well, until next time

Chelle